I have nothing to add, I just am struggling. Talking to psychotherapist and adhd medication, still struggling. I want to draw high quality art, but can’t be consistent. I want to lose weight, but struggling counting calories or impulse eating. I want to manage my money and keep my healthy habits, but I struggle to stay consistent. I just hate it, I hate having to deal with this when no one else is struggling. Everyone gets things they need to do, but I’m the only person who can’t even follow a routine daily. I always try to stay positive, but some days I wish I was dead, because some days I just hate living like this. I try so hard to improve but I still struggle or revert back. I hate it so much.