Hello. I am 18M entrepreneur from Romania currently starting in the high tech industry. I chose the worst really entry point because of ambition and created a company in the semiconductor industry. Well not really semiconductor industry. But working my way up technically by starting a a blog on the matter with custom website, then consulting and software and finally designing semiconductors on free EDA and commercial EDA. Starting with analog & mixed chips But my problem now is that I can't get myself to start from the bottom up. Because I get overwhelmed. Of course, because of the high goal. And also because I have a long road ahead. Especially I might also need college education. And I cannot simply get myself to be productive and work because of still lingering mental health issues, from the pandemic originating. From then it was. And it might cost me the entire plan if I cannot start it. Since I am also awful at sales and credibility is low for now to bring a CTO. Thanks in advance.