Basically I want to have more of a clerical behind the scenes job thats at night where I don't have to deal with people face to face. I can't find any office job thats not a 9-5 and every job I see that has the hours I want to work (2nd shift aka swing shift) is either backbreaking warehouse work. Or its face to face customer work like serving, bartending, retail etc. I hate the idea of starting my own business as I am not the most organized person and am not good with finances and would hate long hours and stress. But I do like the idea of having more control of my work environment. I don't want bosses or managers breathing down my neck. I also can't seem to break out of low wage jobs because my customer service skills are so bad managers hold it against me. I have been fired like 15 different jobs for bad customer service or attendance issues. I have some extreme mental health issues. Another issue I face is everything I like to do doesn't pay. Like writing or hiking. I'm not that good at editing and have reading comprehension issues. Stuff I am good at is stuff I absolutely despise and want to stop doing like backbreaking mundane retail and restaurant work. Some ideas I have had for starting my own business have already seemed to be killed by AI revolution such as helping people write essays and scholarships. Or even content creation. I was thinking of selling stuff online but what would I even sell when I don't make anything to be sold? I heard one story of a guy who made six figures starting a business buying used golf clubs and "shining them up" and selling them. In what neighborhood would you have to live in where there are that many angry wives hosting yard sales giving their husbands thousand dollar golf club sets away for $2? I do want to get my short stories and books published but honestly there is no money in being an author unless you are already famous. Like I saw someone like Rachel Dozeal made $83k off her memoir one year. I mean that is great but thats only because she was famous. Everyone tells me to be a writer you like writing or be a chef because you like cooking. But damn when you turn these passions into business it sucks the fun out of them. Also AI is churning out so many fake books and articles now its not just music. But I just don't see how I could ever have a 9-5 lucrative career with my special needs. Im 35 year old guy with bad back and knees and I have no savings. $70k in debt much of it student loans for a degree I don't even have. I'm basically being evicted and having to move in with my grandma who isn't going to be around forever. I don't drive and don't have a car. I'm also single because of that. My life is a disaster because of autism/adhd combo causing a need to be extremely controlling of my environment to prevent the meltdowns and panic attacks working with customers gives me. And I can't get disability as Ive been working. But I desperately need to get out of the customer service/manual labor jobs trap. So would this it be for me? Should I pursue finding a way to start a business? Have any books you can recommend? Like what could I actually do that isn't dunking tacos into boiling cancer causing oils or team lifting heavy leather sofa's for $15 an hour? I actually do want to do this. But I can't afford to make any more mistakes. I need someone to guide me. I think thats the biggest problem is I didn't have parents or supportive family or a mentor. I feel lost. I am in therapy and with a mental health clinic. Im on meds. But its hard I feel clueless.