I've been on Elvanse/Vyvanse 50mg for a few years now, and I feel like it's really not helped anywhere near as much as people have said it should, It actually feels like the opposite. They've led to me hyperfocusing an unhealthy amount, often on things that are never beneficial, such as doomscrolling or playing a game for 8 hours straight and not eating once. I feel like I've lost control over myself and am far less capable, despite having that ability to hyperfocus easily. I'm sometimes tempted to stop them altogether because I genuinely think my life was better before them, but I'm conflicted because they're helpful in giving me energy and when I can occasionally get them to help me focus on something productive. I really just don't know how to control them, and the fact they make me insanely impulsive doesn't help. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I've tried everything from attempting to stick to a schedule to improving my diet. I really just don't feel like I have control over myself anymore.