I have no interest in working my remote job. I just can’t bring myself to do things. I know I need to do them to stay in good standing but recently I have no motivation to be in good standing. I am scared to quit bc of the current job market. This general feeling is nothing new- but I ran out of my meds and am certainly feeling the effects. I have had a terrible time getting my rx reupped (moving/losing insurance/general exec dysfunction). But have an appointment scheduled next week! Talk about a w! Just a rant. The outlook of the world has me down. My career path has me down. I’m losing ground at work and it’s eating me inside… trying to find purpose elsewhere and dreaming of what kind of moves I can make to get me out of this hole. Take care everyone.