after being unemployed for 7 months, i finally get hired somewhere (in july) but it’s only a support job. so after months and months of endless rejection emails and interviews that got nowhere i’m basically as unemployed as i was when i first started since i’m only scheduled once or twice a week. and just as i was still starting out, i got my hours cut for two whole weeks when i was only scheduled one day per week anyway. so now, after i thought i was done with the current job market, i have to go back. i’m already being met with ghosting and rejection emails and i just feel so lost and defeated. i’m so tired of relying on my parents for money and not having any income on my own. i’m tired of being indoors all the time with nothing to do all day except apply to jobs while everyone i know is at work. i’m tired of saying no to hanging out with my bf or his friends because i literally have no money. i’m tired of having to use my credit cards for everything and have to clear what little money i have to make a payment each month. i just don’t know what to do anymore, i know it’s the shit job market right now but i feel like such a failure.